Again, I apologize for my streakiness in posting lately. My life is such a whirlwind of activity lately. It is mainly composed of the following five activities: Taking care of children, working, cleaning, studying, and sleeping. That's it folks. You'll notice, unfortunately, that I didn't mention scripture study in that list. Sigh. I know that during the times when I studied and meditated faithfully, my life was more simple and my heart brimmed with hope. My faith is, and will always be there, but I know that I really need to step it up in my spiritual life. I'm sure that one of the many, many lessons of this difficult year, is to teach me the importance of putting God first. Always. No matter what.
The cool thing is, that even as I recognize my failings as of late in the area of scripture study, I feel as if the Lord is trying, ever so gently to lead me back. I don't feel judged or chastised. He is truly "loving me back" by the examples of others set in my path at the precise moments I need them, lessons I hear in church, and feelings that are still so graciously allowed to penetrate my heart via the Spirit.
So, today I pledge to you and to my Heavenly Father publicly, that I am back. I will return to my studies and thirst after the gospel. I will open the volumes of scripture that invite peace to fill my life. I will seek and find. I will pour over His words EACH DAY, knowing that as I do so, He will bless my mind with clarity as I strive to find my way. He will bless my home with happiness. He will help my testimony bloom and flourish. He will guide me with love and teach me how I can turn my weaknesses into great strengths.
More specifically, I pledge that I will read the Book of Mormon start to finish again this year, completing it in time for the celebration of my Savior's birth on Christmas Day. Care to join me, anyone?
Friday, June 25, 2010
FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--Book of Mormon Challenge
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Sunday, May 30, 2010
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
“God does not begin by asking us about our ability, but only about our availability, and if we then prove our dependability, he will increase our capability.” --Neal A. Maxwell
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FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--The Victory's Source
Hello, all! Again, I apologize for my recent absence from blogland. My life is getting increasingly complicated and I just don't have the time I wish I did for many things right now. Tonight, though I was feeling prompted to write. I don't know if the reason is to help me or to help someone else who may need my words.
This has been a very special week for our family. Tyler got a job! It's not much, but it will allow us to reach "self-reliant" again, which is a good feeling. I just wanted to share my story of how it all came to be. . .
About a week and a half ago, my mom, who works as a missionary at our local LDS Employment Office, overheard a sister who works in the Bishop Storehouse mentioning to someone that her daughter was the one who hires for the Kimberly-Clark plant in Harrisville. She went in and asked if it would be ok to pass the lead on to her son-in-law, who was looking for a job. The lady said yes and gave my mom her a business card for her daughter and included a handwritten note with her name. We stapled the card to Ty's resume, drove to the plant and applied for the position. Tyler was then required to take two tests, both of which he aced. They scheduled an interview for him the next Wednesday. Following the interview, he felt that he didn't get the job. The interviewer even told him there were no positions available.
The next day, I drove my son to preschool, which is several miles away, in Perry. On the drive home, I lost it. I had an out-loud talk with my Father in Heaven. I told him that I was discouraged, and though I had a sure testimony of His love for me, I felt a little abandoned. I told him how confused I was. I asked him to make the way more clear for our family. I expressed some of my deepest desires: to have another baby, to have more time to work on my weight, to spend more time at home with my kids and less time at work. Then I told Him that if this was the road we needed to travel at this time, that I would keep holding on. But, if there was any way that we could receive guidance, we would welcome it gladly. It was a very humbling experience, driving and sobbing and truly talking to my "Father." The spirit was very strong. He may as well have been sitting right beside me.
About a half an hour after my prayer, my mom called and told Tyler to stay near the phone that day. She had to go, so she couldn't explain. Five minutes later, the daughter of the Sister Missionary called and invited Tyler to attend orientation the next day. We didn't learn until that night when we talked to my mom, that the Sister Missionary (who has never met Tyler) called her daughter WHILE I was praying, and asked her if she had hired him. Her daughter said no. The mother said, "You need to!"
At that moment I felt so loved! I knew that Father had heard my prayer. I felt so comforted to know that, though our difficulties are probably far from over, He does hear me. He cares about me individually.
It all reminded me of the story in Judges where Gideon is asked to form an army to go up against the Midianites. Little by little, God asks Gideon to decrease the size of his army until it is pared down to a mere 300 men. Why? So everyone who witnessed the victory of Gideon's army would know without doubt that the victory came from the God of Israel. I'll bet these soldiers were more than a little scared as they went to battle. Our family has felt much the same way as we have faced the battle of un- and under-employment. But our faith in God has never, or will it ever, wavered in the least. We know that through obedience, God will grant us victory. And we will have no doubt about that victory's source.
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Friday, May 7, 2010
FOOD FOR THE BODY
This is a shout out to my new favorite website, http://www.hungry-girl.com/! I love it!!!! So today, instead of a recipe, I'm sending you to her shopping list. Here she has a pretty complete list of your best bets for healthy eating: www.hungry-girl.com/week/weeklydetails.php?isid=1973
You'll also find survival guides for restaurants like Chili's and Olive Garden, and tons of yummy recipes. She has authored some great books that are now on my birthday wish list **wink wink** So, enjoy!!!
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Thursday, May 6, 2010
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
"The healing power of the Lord Jesus Christ--whether it removes our burdens, or stregthens us to endure and live with them. . . --is available for every affliction in mortality." (Elder Dallin H. Oaks, "He Heals the Heavy Laden," Liahona, November 2006)
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FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--Contemplating the Atonement
Another hard week. I had a heart to heart with Ty (my hubby) last night. He is so wise. I asked him to name just one thing for me to work on this week. Just one thing that I can focus on. One thing, so I don't get so overwhelmed. (As I deal with my addiction to food, he is a great resource because of the nature of his work). He said that I really need to acknowledge that I am finally recognizing that my addiction is bigger than I am. I am coming to the realization that without the Savior, I am nothing. And he mentioned that while this can be a humbling thought, coming to that point in recovery can be a very liberating moment for many. In that moment, they realize that the Atonement is the very hope for which they have been searching so desperately.
It's still funny to see the word addiction pop up in my writing. I have not ever thought of my weight as being a result of an addiction until lately. Only recently have I noticed the unhealthy nature of my eating patterns, which coincide with addictive behaviors such as substance abuse. I am using food as my "medication." I notice that I go straight to the cupboard or fridge whenever there is stress, conflict, or boredom in my home. My worst binges are at night while I wait up for Tyler to get home from his swing shift at 11:00, because I'm lonely. I can be very defensive when confronted about my problem. I often wait to eat when no one else is around. I am looking for instant satisfaction instead of the more substantial rewards of delayed gratification. In moments of frustration and stress, when I eat for the wrong reasons, I literally get a "high"--a moment of calm and release. All of these behaviors indicate that I am indeed dependant on these habits. From a gospel standpoint, an unhealthy dependence is bad because a portion of one's free agency is forfeited. With this new understanding, I am feeling more of a need for the Atonement and the help that comes from my Savior.
So back to my hubby's advice. He suggested that this week, I simply ponder on my testimony of the Atonement. Do I believe in the personal nature of the Atonement? More specifically, do I have a testimony that Christ suffered on MY behalf? Do I KNOW that He can and WILL take away my pain and heal my wounds as I come unto Him? Do I understand the fundamentals of the Atonement? Do I know how it works? Can I think of times in my life, when Christ has come to my aid? Can I allow my reflections of those instances help to build my faith that He will again guide me from bondage?
I would invite anyone reading this blog to join me as I contemplate the Atonement this week. I would also love any feedback you may have or inspiration you receive as you do so. Thanks for letting me sound off on my personal weaknesses. It is a humbling and cleansing experience. Love to you all!!!
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010
FOOD FOR THE BODY
Serves: 4
Points: 3
1 pt. ripe strawberries, hulled and sliced
1 T. good balsamic vinegar
1 T. sugar
2 to 3 grinds of black pepper
(CANDIED ALMONDS)
1/2 T. butter
1 T. brown sugar
1/2 c. whole or slivered almonds
Salad greens, leafy green or leafy red
Freshly ground black pepper
Fresh Parmesan cheese
Combine berries, vinegar, sugar and pepper in a small bowl. let rest at room temperature about 30 minutes. melt butter and brown sugar in a small saucepan over medium heat. Add almonds and cook about five minutes, stirring often and adjusting heat to avoid burning, until almonds are brown and aromatic, about five minutes. Transfer to plate in a single layer and cool. Arrange fresh salad greens on plates. Spoon 1 T. of berry-vinegar juice over greens then arrange strawberry slices and candied almonds on top. Top with freshly ground pepper and Parmesan.
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FOOD FOR THOUGHT
President Kimball's Five Steps to Repentance: (from The Miracle of Forgiveness)
1. Sorrow for sin
2. Abandonment of sin
3. Confession of sin
4. Restitution for sin
5. Obedience to all the commandments
And Elder Richard G. Scott added a sixth step:
6. Recognition of the Savior
***If you are struggling with any sin in the form of an addictive behavior, you can find help by attending LDS addiction recovery meetings (www.providentliving.org). These meetings are spiritual and confidential and anyone is invited to attend. Volunteers and recovered addicts are also welcome.
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FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--Blessed with Abundance
Sorry all! Long time, no blog...
I was watching the 700 Club for a few minutes last night on TV, mostly because I was curious about the program. It's sort of a Christian-based news show, mixed with inspirational stories. At the end of the episode, the host was talking about feelings of guilt for things we have done in the past. He invited the viewers to close their eyes and pray with him. In his prayer, he asked that God would forgive their mistakes because they were confessing them to Him and that they would no longer have a memory of what they had done.
I thought to myself: "How sad."
First of all, we need to REPENT if we have sinned. We can't just say a magical little prayer and have all of our sins magically taken away. Faith without works is dead. We have to make restitution for our sins. We have to develop a deep, abiding relationship with the Savior, through fervant fasting, study, prayer, service to others, and obedience. Our hearts have to be changed thorugh the miracle of the Atonement. True, God's method for repentance requires a great deal of effort, but that effort becomes a catalyst for TRUE devotion and growth. No other man can pray away OUR own sins or weaknesses. Only Christ can assist us in coming back.
Secondly, I want to remember the sins I've committed and the mistakes I've made. They do cause me a great deal of pain, but they also have made me who I am and the memory of my transgressions can guide me to the person I will eventually become. God never promised us that we won't remember our sins. We need that remembrance to inspire us to keep away from danger in the future.
Anyway, I do accept that most Christian religions have pieces of the gospel puzzle, but I am so grateful to belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I can't imagine how hollow my life would be without the fulness of the gospel as restored to Joseph Smith. I am thankful that living the gospel is hard. Through my continued, sometimes strenuous, efforts to live righteously, I am blessed with abundance. . .
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Friday, April 16, 2010
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
"Some who at this very moment feel desperate or discouraged may wonder how they can possibly regain hope. If you are one of those, remember that hope comes as a result of faith. If we would build our hope, we must build our faith" (Elder Wilford W. Anderson, "The Rock of Our Redeemer," General Conference, April 2010).
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FOOD FOR THE BODY
2 garlic cloves
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Thursday, April 15, 2010
FOOD FOR THE BODY
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FOOD FOR THOUGHT
"For prayers to be efficacious, they must be in harmony with the plan of heaven. The prayer of faith bears fruit when such harmony exists, and this harmony exists when prayers are inspired by the Holy Spirit. The Spirit manifests what our petitions should be. Absent this inspired guidance, we are inclined to “ask amiss,” to seek only our will and not “Thy will.” It is as important to be guided by the Holy Spirit while praying as it is to be enlightened by that same Spirit while receiving an answer to prayer. Such prayer brings forth the blessings of heaven because our Father “knoweth what things [we] have need of, before [we] ask him,” and He answers every sincere prayer. Ultimately, it is the Father and the Son who promise, “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.” (Bishop Keith B. McMullin, "Our Path of Duty," General Conference, April 2010)
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FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--Butterscotch Chips
"The ability to qualify for, receive, and act on personal revelation is the single most important skill that can be acquired in this life. . .
Personal revelation gives us the understanding of what to do every day to increase faith and personal righteousness, strengthen families and homes, and seek those who need our help. Because personal revelation is a constantly renewable source of strength, it is possible to feel bathed in help even during turbulent times." (Julie B. Beck, General Conference, April 2010).
I love these verses. It is so comforting to know that even when we are tossed around, confused, depressed, frustrated, or crestfallen, as long as we remain righteous and true, we will still have the Holy Ghost with us. I love Sister Beck's use of the word "bathed". If our lives can somehow become more aligned with our Father's will for us, we will feel the companionship of the spirit immerse us with comfort, protection and guidance. As a mother, this is an incredible and reassuring promise. In these last days of commotion, blame, distraction and diminished respect for women, I am so grateful for this gift. I must strive to never, ever offend the Holy Ghost, for what on Earth would I do without it?
I want to tell you a sweet story that means a lot to me because of its highly personalized nature:
Last year, my husband and I were watching three children several times a week while both parents worked. They were good kids, but sometimes tried to push the limits and test their boundaries. The young girl, Maddi (name changed), struggled with her school work and had very little patience or confidence in her abilities. Each day, I would sit with her and try to calmly work with her, but she acted out and was disrespectful and noncompliant.
I was helping her with several math worksheets one day and she was struggling. She was sassier than usual and her eyes were filled with tears of anger and frustration. As I tried to remain calm, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and offered a silent prayer: "Please help me know how I can help Maddi with her math."
Instantly, a thought came to my mind: "Maddi likes butterscotch chips." I hesitated for a moment, then remembered a partially used bag of butterscotch chips in my pantry. No one in our family of six liked them, so they had just been sitting there for a few weeks. I went to the pantry and retrieved the bag and told Maddi: "For each problem you get right, I will give you a butterscotch chip."
Her eyes got wider and she quickly wiped the tears away with her sleeve and got to work. Within five minutes, she had completed the first side of the worksheet and soon after, the other side. In half an hour, she had finished all three worksheets with only two missed problems and had a little pile of chips next to her work and a smile on her face.
After that, I made it a point to always have butterscotch chips on hand. Maddi began progressing and homework time was much, much less stressful for everyone involved.
To me, the beauty of the story is that Heavenly Father loved me enough to help in a specific, timely, and understandable way. He loved Maddi enough to find a way to build her confidence and make learning funner and less discouraging. I truly think that this can and will happen more often as I live righteously. Though in the grand scheme of things, our troubles aren't of cosmic importance, to Him they always are. His love shines through each time a friend calls at the right moment, each time a solution comes into our minds just when we need it most, and each time a lesson or a talk seems written "just for me." And that, is the beauty and the tender, loving gift of personal revelation.
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Monday, April 12, 2010
FOOD FOR THE BODY
4 uncooked boneless, skinless chicken breasts
1/2 tsp. table salt or onion salt
1/4 tsp. black or seasoned pepper, freshly ground
1 tsp. olive oil
2 tsp. fresh lemon juice, or more to taste (I use bottled lemon juice)
2 tsp. rosemary, fresh, chopped (I use dried seasonings)
2 tsp. parsley, fresh, chopped (I use dried seasonings)
1/4 c. chicken broth
Season both sides of chicken with salt and pepper. Transfer chicken to prepared pan and drizzle with oil; sprinkle with lemon juice, rosemary and parsley. Pour broth around chicken to coat bottom of pan.
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Thursday, April 8, 2010
FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--The Boiling Point
Tonight I attended our stake's YM/YW leadership training and it was AWESOME! Our workshop was about never giving up on the girls, even when it seems we make no difference or our efforts are going unnoticed. The discussion leader talked about the boiling point. . . at 211 degrees water is very, very hot, but not boiling. The instant water hits 212 degrees it begins to boil rapidly. She likened this to fellowshipping these young women. It might not be the twentieth or twenty-first invitation or the tenth or eleventh arm around the shoulder. But what if we gave up right there, not knowing that that twenty-third invitation or twelfth arm of fellowship would have brought her testimony to the boiling point?
I loved the comparison and immediately started wondering how I could apply the same principle to weight loss. I think I tend to give up too quickly as well. I'll have a binge one weekend and think to myself, "I've been trying for weeks and I haven't seen results. This just is never going to work." What if I could learn to hold out just a little longer? Maybe that week I would lose that fifth pound, which would give me the motivation to carry me a little further.
I hope I can believe a little more that God really does bless the persistent. As Sheri Dew's book title so eloquently explains: "If Life Were Easy, It Wouldn't Be Hard." Having challenges is the point. Without challenges, we would never have a reason to trust in our Savior's saving grace. We would never grow and progress. And without this "opposition in all things," we would be unable to return to our Father in Heaven.
I think I'll just keep trying a little bit longer.
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FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--Aleta's Story
For today's post, I want you to follow the following link:
http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?hideNav=1&locale=0&sourceId=c77c76e6ffe0c010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____&vgnextoid=2354fccf2b7db010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD
You will meet a truly inspiring woman, Aleta Goodman Breakwell. Sister Breakwell's article tells the story of a triumph over an obsession with food. I am so grateful for her message of hope in adversity. I know you will love this sweet message as much I did. Enjoy.
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FOOD FOR THOUGHT
Think how it must have grieved our Heavenly Father to send His Son to endure incomprehensible suffering for our sins. That is the greatest evidence of His love for each of us!”
(Dallin H. Oaks, “Love and Law,” Ensign, Nov., 2009, 26 )
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FOOD FOR THE BODY
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010
FOOD FOR THE BODY
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FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--Body and Spirit
“The condition of the physical body can affect the spirit. That’s why the Lord gave us the Word of Wisdom. He also said that we should retire to our beds early and arise early (see D&C 88:124), that we should not run faster than we have strength (see D&C 10:4), and that we should use moderation in all good things. … Food can affect the mind, and deficiencies of certain elements in the body can promote mental depression. … Rest and physical exercise are essential, and a walk in the fresh air can refresh the spirit. Wholesome recreation is part of our religion and is a necessary change of pace; even its anticipation can lift the spirit” (President Ezra Taft Benson (1899–1994), “Do Not Despair,” Ensign, Oct. 1986, ).
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FOOD FOR THOUGHT
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FOOD FOR THOUGHT
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Monday, April 5, 2010
FOOD FOR THE BODY
1/2 tsp. soy sauce
1/2 c. cooked chicken breast, chopped
1/2 c. frozen green peas (baby peas are nice)
1/4 c. green onion, thinly sliced
1 egg, lightly beaten
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FOOD FOR THE SPIRIT--Motivate Me
MOTIVATE ME:
I have found that writing quotes and placing them in conspicuous places is one great way to help me stay positive. Here are some of my favorite motivational quotes. Some are on Post-its on my bedroom mirror, some on my calendar near the computer, some are nestled in my wallet. I have them on my fridge and inside cabinet doors. The more unexpected the location, the better. It always seems that just when I need motivation, I run across a quote that hits the spot. I also like to rotate them so my spirit is always suprised and refreshed.
"I encourage you to discover who you really are. I invite you to look beyond the daily routine of life. I urge you to discern through the Spirit your divinely given capacities."
Richard G. Scott - Ensign, Nov. 2003, 41
"When the Lord said, 'Lengthen your stride, quicken your pace, heighten your reach, widen your vision, and stretch your capacity,' he was, in reality, saying 'expect a miracle'..."
Hartman Rector Jr. - Ensign, May 1979
"We are like stars, no two exactly a like. How wonderful we are in this world"
Lea Salonga
"There is no obstacle to great, no challenge too difficult, if we have faith."
Gordon B. Hinckley
"It's not so much what happens to us but how we deal with what happens to us."
James E. Faust - Oct. Gen. Conf 2004
"When was anything really worthwhile easy?"
Richard G. Scott - Gen. Conf. Oct. 2003
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